(1 Kings 19:4&5) …He came to a broom bush, sat down under it and prayed that he might die. “I have had enough, Lord,” he said. “Take my life, I am no better than my ancestors.” Then he lay down under the bush and fell asleep.
Did you ever have an amazingly successful day, and find yourself fighting depression the very next day? I have, and it reminds me of what happened to Elijah. He and God had demonstrated to the divided nation of Israel the truth that God is the only God. He had shown King Ahab and all who had assembled on Mt. Carmel that Baal was not a god. Then he eliminated the 450 false prophets of Baal. As a climax, Elijah Prayed to God, and God brought rain to end a three year drought. Elijah was at the top of his prophetic life, and he was filled with hope that the Northern Kingdom would return to worshiping the true God.
Then the enemy stepped in. The enemy was manifested in the person of Queen Jezebel who was outraged that he had killed all her prophets of Baal. She sent Elijah a message saying she was going to kill him before the sun set. In fear he ran, and wound up under the broom bush very depressed.
The beauty in this story is what God did for his depressed prophet. He sent an angel with bread and water to care for him. He sent the angel a second time to provide nourishment, and then send him on a journey. For forty days and forty nights Elijah traveled until he arrived at Mt. Horeb. He found a cave and sequestered himself. God continued to provide him with food and water, and when the time was right, God began to speak to Elijah.
First God asked Elijah what he was doing there. Elijah responded with an inventory of what was going wrong with the Israelites and concluded with, “they are now trying to kill me”. God didn’t respond to his complaints directly. What he did was to say, “Go back the way you came, and go to the desert of Damascus. When you get there, anoint Hazael king over Aram. Also, anoint Jehu son of Nimshi king over Israel, and anoint Elisha son of Shaphat from Abel Meholah to succeed you as prophet.” (See 1 Kings 19:15&16) Finally, God added, “Yet I reserve seven thousand in Israel – all whose knees have not bowed down to Baal and whose mouths have not kissed him.” (See verse 18)
God’s response to Elijah’s depressed state was to give him a new set of directions, a plan for retirement, and reassurance that all Israelites were not lost. God redirected Elijah with a new purpose taking his thoughts off of his perceived dilemma.
What I derived from this story is that God deals with his children separately and individually. So if you’re at the point of thinking all is lost, stop and seek God for help. Let God help you to find your bearings. His method for Elijah was effective for ending his depression. God can help you because he knows you much better that you know yourself. When I’m depressed, God tends to change my perspective by showing me another way of see the situation.
I have learned that when I’m down, trusting God is the way out. Which leads me to believe that trusting God is the best way out for all of us.