(Matthew 26:39) Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, “My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.”
Jesus’ prayer, like everything he spoke, is full of insight into who he is, and what he wants us to be. He is wholly human. He suffered like we would if we were facing an immanent and horrible death. I wonder if I could, under those circumstances, finish my prayer with, “Yet not as I will, but as you will.
The thought came up that Jesus is also wholly God giving me an excuse why I might not be so trusting. Then I remembered Abraham and Isaac. In Genesis chapter 22 we have the story of God testing Abraham. Verses 1 and 2: Some time later God tested Abraham. He said to him, “Abraham!” “Here I am,” he replied. “Take your son, your only son, whom you love – Isaac – and go to the region of Moriah. Sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on a mountain I will show you.”
Abraham then demonstrates his trust in God by carrying out God’s command. The story climaxes just as Abraham raised the knife to end his son’s life. God stopped him, and provided a ram as a substitute for Isaac.
Abraham was willing to say, “Not as I will, but as you will.” And Abraham was wholly human. So, I have no excuse. Jesus wants me to trust God, my Father, in all things. Can I do it? I hope so. I have the provision of his Holly Spirit living in me. I‘m determined; I will do it! Help me Lord! Not as I will, but as you will.