Sometimes I view my life as a dissipation of days in the routine of work, leisure, eating and sleeping. I read my Bible and go to church. I’m a Christian walking through life. However, I have inkling that there ought to be more. My relationship with Jesus seems to be lacking.
At other times, I feel excited about life, close to God, and useful in his kingdom. I move through the day with anticipation.
I realize at this point you’re thinking manic depressive. Well not really, most of those around me seem to have the same mood swings. Here at “the home”, we’re all the same.
Seriously, the fluctuations are mine regardless of the diagnosis, but I find comfort in this truth; “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever (Hebrews 13:8).” Jesus doesn’t fluctuate; He is my rock. His truth never changes, and his love never fails. I don’t need to be overly concerned that our relationship is faltering. He will soon drop by to remind me that we’re okay.